Awakening,

"Can't close my eyes;
.They're wide awake."

I don't know what I'm feeling.
If I'm feeling anything at all or if it is entirely too late to try to string coherent thoughts together.

Sometimes, when I get extremely tired, I get delirious
And hilariously incoherent.
And I don't make sense and say words like "roundular."

But then, sometimes, like now I get silent
And I don't say much, but not because I don't have anything to say
But because I don't know how to say it.

It's like this wall goes up and although my fingers can type
My mouth can't form words.

And I don't understand it.
It's all connected to my brain

How come my brain will let my fingers type
But it keeps telling me to keep my mouth shut?

(I'm going to post more tonight,
.But I think this particular entry is done.)