Anticlimatic.

And it is as if I have always know that this day would come. In the infinite moments in my past, I have seen my future lined up and this day with such clarity, such precision, that I found the impending knowledge that this would occur impossible to ignore. I feel at peace knowing that it is here. Knowing that it has come like I expected. That there is nothing to worry about anymore.

This is it. After this, everything will have changed.


(None of the previous words mean anything. They just came into my head but I have no idea where from. All I know is that my fingers were so cold from being at the cold beach that now, an hour after I have come home, the fingertips feel like I burned them on the oven.)