Alphabet.

Most things are coming into place. But the things that aren't, just aren't. I feel smart and focused and creative and pretty. But I don't feel outgoing or funny or fearless. I don't feel those things. I don't feel relatable. But. But. But. What is important?

Confusion. Cranberries. Camera. Compact disc. Cellphone. Cheetos.

I didn't realize I had so many things that started with a "c" on my desk right now.

Weird.