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IAMTOOEMBARRASSEDTOSAYANYOFTHISOUTLOUDANDIAMSORRYTHAT
IAMDOINGTHISORFEELINGTHISORDOINGTHISORFEELINGTHISORNOTDO
INGANYTHINGATALLANDIKNOWWHATYOUARETHINKINGTHATTHISISAB
OUTYOUTHATTHISISABOUTWHATHAPPENEDBUTITISNOTIDONOTKNOWW
HATITISIJUSTKNOWTHATIAMFEELINGLIKEIAMBREAKINGDOWNLIKEIAM
CROSSINGMYSELFINADARKROOMANDICANNOTSLEEPICANNOTSLEEPICA
NNOTDOANYTHINGATALL

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