Why do people lie so much? Why do people lie? It hurts. It hurts, and I trusted him. I trusted him so deeply. With everything.
For four years, he lied. To my face. When I asked him point blank. And then for two years, he betrayed me. I've been lied to my whole life. Betrayed by so many male figures in my life who I trusted. And this person, this person who I thought was different, who I looked at, breath bated, marveling at his beauty and kindness, this person turned out to be just like the others. In a less extreme way, yes. But the principal is the same: No self control. No matter how much it hurts the people they love, the people who trust them, they cannot control themselves. They cannot control their most basic desire.
God, I don't understand. I don't understand men at all. And I don't care to anymore.