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Thursday, July 1

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I want to drive all night to someone who will welcome me with open arms. Who will understand my confusion and my sadness and my inability to do anything that is relevant to this fine institution right now --  because it is not relevant to me. I want to have someone to talk to, someone to really talk to, someone to go to when times get rough, no matter what time it may be. I want to feel like home somewhere. With someone.

I want to go home. I want someone to understand my art, my love and fear for my parents, my propensity for self-pity, my desire to turn into a leaf and watch the world from a higher, safer place.

I want, I want, I want. I want these things because I am a selfish human being. I am a human being like all human beings. And I am looking for a place to belong. For an enclave in which I may curl up and fall asleep. For someone to talk to about my sadness. For someone who will get up and come, because they care.

I am looking, and I am looking. You are looking. We are all looking. But really, when that final moment comes, when we are taking our last, precious breaths, when we are staring down the barrel of that gun, thinking whatever we may be thinking, we are always, always

alone.

9 comments:

Fashion Cappuccino said...

You write beautifully! Can you make your text a little bigger? I know, I'm being an old lady but for some reason, it looks really small on my computer screen! xoxoxoxoxo

LA said...

Nice words =)
I want you to write in my blog!! (I'm so bad writting...)




LA

Silvia Couture said...

beautiful words...beautiful blog!

-Silvia

Becca. said...

you write so beautifully!

thankyou for the lovely comment on my blog :)
i suppose the key thing about my blog is. 'affordable fashion'

XOXO, BECCA
www.fashion-train.co.uk

Leslee said...

Wow! just beautiful.


Like i've said before , we die alone because we were born alone. Alone in a sense of being trapped in a circumstance that only our body, mind, and soul feels. Although we are surrounded by others at the time of our entry and departure of this world we remain alone. But within us we have the memories and times we spent with others, that for a slight moment we feel the warmth that life/love gave to us. Gosh I got off track.

Allye said...

Hi.

I wrote something an awful like this recently; it's hiding in my computer somewhere.

I wish I could get up and come to you. Someday.

Allye said...

Hi.

I wrote something an awful like this recently; it's hiding in my computer somewhere.

I wish I could get up and come to you. Someday.

Allye said...

*an awful lot.

(sorry for leaving two comments. It's just...it would bother me forever. Plus, now you look more popular. Plus, this is a nice piece of writing and deserves lots of comments.)

Fashion Cappuccino said...

Ahh,...I'm glad you don't think I'm an old lady! :-)...

I'm glad you like my eyebrows..they're one of my favorite features too! Thank you for offering me help with my header...I like simple text designs like Jak and Jill or Luluandyourmom blog just to give you an idea. If you can do something like that but not the exact same design, that would be amazing!! xoxoxoxoxoxo